my week has been pretty insane.

friday was one of the worst. i felt insanely delirious. head spins. late to work. no breakfast. ouch. but after five it was a trip to the spa and some late night shopping. a chat with mum and dad. felt a little less unfabulous! but still! what is with feeling unfabulous on a friday!?

saturday. today... don't know if i can even talk about it. too risque!... cutest outfit. fresh wax. awesome hair. still not all there... i think i stared. what a hottie.

and then i get home... and feel like *just fuck off*. WTF is wrong with me?! it's almost our two year anniversary. GROW UP? GET REAL? is it the pill? or is it...? eek. *just fuck off* ... i don't know what to say. i'm a little (ha!) pent up right now.

this is me... i have somethings that i keep pent up. don't watch while i vent.